i feel bad that my dad has to work very hard to feed my mom and other 4 siblings. it made me think of how much effort he has made to be where he is now or should i say where i am now. we took in soo much leisure that we have forgotten about how much tension he had to overcome to make our life stable. i feel guilty that all of this has to be taken onto him. i wish i can be really successful that he wouldnt hv to be soo tired and stressed. i want to make him and my mom happy. one day i will. =D