im stressed. feeling like i am in need of attention. from no one else but the close one. its the time of the year, when everything is important, here comes college, license and sanity. to be honest, i have not a clue of what to do next because every single thing lies on their decision. therefore, here i am sitting joblessly in front of the laptop trying to express my feelings. friends would have understood what i am going through right now, it is stressful. really is, sometimes i feel like giving up trying and move on independently. on the other hand, being independent requires me alone doing all the heavy jobs which i am very less experienced to actually understand how things work. i am 17 and the hell i dont have an atm card. that is sad, really.