a note from me

lets exceed the limit

Monday, May 3, 2010

so i've quit working, now im slacking off at home. it's good, it feels empty. maybe because i no longer have to work early just to open up the spa, maybe because i no longer hear the laugh of excitement early in the morning, maybe because i no longer greet clients with eager face, maybe because i no longer have a reason to wake up everyday.
as you know, im leaving soon for matriculation in malacca. i am somehow excited for what will be there yet im scared for what wouldn't be there. like my parents and the privilege to go out and have fun. im really scared but i have to brave up because i need to learn how to be independent, to stay away from my family because one day i will be building my own empire with my own bare hands. so if i have to start somewhere, it has to be now. honestly it is not easy for me to leave nor it is easy for me to keep it all deep within me. it is a habit of mine, to be an introvert, to keep all my worries to myself. it bothers afiq soo much when he couldnt get a word out of me when i was pissed. i dislike it myself and i did let try to let it out, but it just cant escape my mouth. no matter how hard i try.
now it is like a whole load of problems bundle up in my head that keeps me awake till the midst of dusk

3 comments:

雲亨 said...

愛,拆開來是心和受兩個字。用心去接受對方的一切,用心去愛對方的所有。..................................................

ManualDoby08787 said...

加油啦!要繼續發表好文章喔!........................................

Elvi107sS_Scholten0 said...

想像力的力量比知識更加巨大。.............................................