i know this blog has been a true friend that listens to all the problem im faced with throughout my life, hence i thank you very much for always being there.
honestly it is hard to have something precious and the next you have to let it go.
so 10 days back i came home, to the most comfortable place i could ever wished for and that is home. it felt good to feel complete, to be with my family, to be with my one and only dear one. for once after soo long i feel like life could not be any happier, it was already at it's highest state. i felt complete. i was overwhelmed. days passed by, like always. until one night you realize that it is your last night, until one night you realize that it will all falls back unconditionally, until one night you realize you would not sleep the same way you have.
i hate this feeling. i do not want to go. please.